To put it plainly, I’m a mess. I miss normalcy. I miss Los Angeles. I miss my Ma. Many things happen when someone passes away. For me, the closest person in my life has now left, and they took the light with them. It’s not what they would want.. That is for me to be miserable. People come out of the woodwork. Insensitive questions and comments come from every direction. At this point I’ve never had more people up my ass about nonsense, while somehow feeling the most alone I’